Five Ways to Make you smile: (3) Me

I admit it, sometimes I get to excited to talk to you and end up ruining your day. 
Sometimes I get too scared talking to you that it brings me farther to what values I previously told you. 
Sometimes, Most of the time rather, I tend to be my self too much and make you feel bad about it. 
But I am sorry If I cannot give you rainbows and jellybeans because I wanted to make you see how bad the world is, 
how unfair life can be 
but also how am I willing to take the chance and take risk.

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