Five Ways to Make you smile: (4) Untitled

Sorry for making you feel bad,
but also I'm sorry for somehow ruining what we already had.
I never planned nor foresaw that this is what is bound to happen
but this is not a reason to dismiss what I feel for you,
but rather think about it from a manner far away from you.
Because the more I'm near, the more I see how beautiful you are inside and out,
the more I'm near the more I see the reasons why you are worth the risk,
and the more I get close to you,
the more I tend to not consider anyone, anymore.
And the challenge is this:

What if you are far, what would I see?
what if there are many choices available, would my stance stay right here?
So if ever there is a question of why I choose to be far,

because the farther we are from each other the more we'll see the need to be together.

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